The Last 4 Blogs of Kristi Lanford:

Saturday, January 27th, 2007

Just got back from the store with my anti-nausea medication, which is the last item I needed to overdose effectivly. Now all that's left is writing the notes and doing it. Why the fuck did I just buy groceries, too? I guess tonight might not be the night?

Well, called my little brother to tell him I loved him (it's 12:30 am). He asked what was wrong and I said I just wanted to hear his voice and let him know how much I loved him. Then I said goodnight and hung up. Called my mom's house, but my stepdad answered so I hung up. That's just as well.

Okay, took the Dramamine to prevent vomitting. Takes about an hour to work and then I would be taking all the pills (if I decide that's what I'm doing). Not sure what I'm going to do right now. Guess I'll work on a note to my family after I have a smoke and some more booze.

So, just took 3 Clonazepam, 2 Ambien, and 10 Darvon. 30 more Darvon to go if I want to die. I can stop at any time and be fine I think so I haven't make THE decision yet. Not sure why I'm updating - think I'll go watch TV and drink my Hennessy in front of the lovely fire I have going.