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Ian Lever (19) committed suicide but the method is unknown

Filed Under: Suicide - Undetermined

Ian Lever (19)

Date: Jun 22, 2007
Suicide by: Undetermined
Location: Sippy Downs, Queensland
URL:  go to their myspace
From Ian's blog -

people fear what they dony understand, societys reaction to this is to judge and point fingers. every body wants to be accepted and understood so they take the path of a sheep. people love to judge, as long as they have something or someone to judge they stay sane. they only do this because they have nothing better to do and to try and get a reaction. anyone who judges people for there looks with any bit of inteligence would see tht this is wrong and stop caring about our apperence and fucking look at there own apperence. to me personally in my life image and music works, i do what i do not to be like the rest and i dont do it to shock people with how i look but i do this to make me happy and not to please or to be something someone else wants to be. kids htese days need to start having there own thoughts and feelings and not grow up to fit in or to be like anyone else but to be who they want to be and not be something someone else would like them to be. something that will make them feel good. i dont just look like this when i go out and then when i get home i wash it all off. i get out of bed and this is me i go though the whole day i go to sleep get up again and this is still me. i dont do this for anyone else or for any type of show this is just who i want to be. if only people would judge me if they got to know me and whats on the inside and not my apperence, yeah i can get angry but on the other hand i like to make people laugh and i like to have fun. so we all need to look at ourselves and ask " is this me, do i really want to be something or someone im not''
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28 responses to this article...
Yo_Lemonade on Aug 04, 2007 at 6:05 PM


if he would have just waited it out for a few more years, i doubt he would have committed suicide. The whole "nobody understands me, everyone thinks im a freak" stage is so typical. its sad to see these kids killing themselves over typical teenage drama.

also, i hate it when teenagers try to look as "original" as possible, meanwhile they ACTUALLY look like a third of their peers, and complain that people think they're freaks. like they're all so alone with that exact same emo hair cut  :roll:
deliberate_misuse on Aug 04, 2007 at 6:13 PM



if he would have just waited it out for a few more years, i doubt he would have committed suicide. The whole "nobody understands me, everyone thinks im a freak" stage is so typical. its sad to see these kids killing themselves over typical teenage drama.

also, i hate it when teenagers try to look as "original" as possible, meanwhile they ACTUALLY look like a third of their peers, and complain that people think they're freaks. like they're all so alone with that exact same emo hair cut  :roll:


My own teenage son always says, "Goths are individuals, just like everyone else!"

Poor, misunderstood Ian.  May you rest in peace.
RobotInDisguise on Aug 04, 2007 at 6:16 PM
Judging from the blog he wrote, he has some trouble differentiating "there" "their" and "they're".


however i agree he was only 19 and kind of still finding himself, and that if he had just stuck it out he would have gotten through it and everything would have been fine. People judge people, thats what they do... I dont know why he should think that he shouldn't be judged, when everyone judges everyone... i bet he judged people too.

He should have known dressing like that was going to attract attention, mostly negative attention, and if that was really him and his personality learned to deal with it.
Vicarious on Aug 04, 2007 at 8:32 PM
This is yet another reason that I don't really mind getting older, because I would NEVER EVER go back to those  years.

in the 80's we spiked our hair, wore too much eyeliner, and wore safety pins in skin instead of piercings...same shit dif day.

I guess the feelings never change through life, just the way you handle them.

I hope he is finally at peace.  God bless those who have to still cope somehow.
Margaret on Aug 04, 2007 at 10:21 PM
I don't want to target this at a dead guy, but in general people like him piss me off. What a whiny, self-indulgent, pseudo-profound load of crap. Honestly. Kids going through this phase bug me so much.

RIP Ian. Shouldn't have done it.
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