From Brian's mother's myspace -

I love you my son.
I don't understand what drove you to take your life. I will never know.
I have been sad and angry and sad again at your choice.
It hurts so bad, knowing that I will never see you again, knowing that I will never have a child of yours to hold.
It hurts that the relationship between you and Jon didn't have the time to grow into a real friendship versus the rilvary of childhood. Knowing that Jon will never get to know you for the kind, loving, loyal man that you were becoming.
I will rememeber you always and will love you until the day that the Lord calls me home and we can meet again and I can hold you in my arms again and see that beautiful smile.
For now though, I must move on with my life. I know that you would not want me to be unhappy. That somehow in your thinking, in one corner of your thoughts you were trying to protect your brothers and me from yourself and the bad choices that you seemed to make even when you didn't want too.
You shall always be my bright shiney boy. The outgoing, fun-loving, selfless, loving, man that I was just getting to know.

Goodbye my son. I shall love you always.