My best friend rachael lindsay warren had passed away Monday, August 6th 2007. a horrible way to end your life. she had hung herself from her stairs. i still cant believe this girl is gone. i remember the FIRST day i ever met her. we were in math class in 7th grade. i was always loud and annoying and i always had the class laughing. and rachael was one of the girls that kept me going. after that we would ALWAYS hang out. we were best friends. sista''s foh life. we even made nicknames for eachother. Toast and Jelly. She was toast. and i was jelly. I went to my first concert ever with this girl. we have gone thru death with eachother. we basically made eachother realize who we were. and this is why this girl means alot to me. we would get in small fights but i still remember this girl will have my back no matta what. This girl knew me inside out. And i miss her so much.

when i get back up there, im whoopin yo ass rachael for makin all of us go thru this. but i still love you girl. im sorry we couldnt talk the shit thru and how you left we were still fightin and i wish we werent. but girl you know i didn''t mean anything harmless. i wish i could tell you this in person. it dont even feel like your gone. sometimes when i get bored ill look thru my phone book and ill see your name and accidently call you. summa was so much fun at the beginning when me you sara randy raimund and everyone else would go up to anix and race. or when me and you would skip summa school and shit. or when we would get out of summa school and go ova to randy rodds house. ;]

you have changed my life ever since you left. i cant think strait and ive been depressed so much. in school ive been getting better grades. you have made me realize that i have a life that i can become someone.. i can become somethin for you so you can see im strong. i passed by your house today. i got the shivers. it was weird knowing that i used to be there with you. and now i cant accomplish that anymore.i came up to see you on your one month. your grave stones so pretty. you were beautiful. inside out. i just wish we were closer friends like we were 7th grade year. ill see you again. soon enough we will be reunited.. just like we planned on. i never thought i would be dressed up to go to my best friends funeral.. it was so different seeing you in the casket.. they didn''t do your make up like you had it and the outfit you had wasnt wat i would expect it to have been. to you its more like hollister and pink. but baby. im never gonna forget you. your always gonna be with me. i even have nightmares of you. dreams of you and me hanging out and then you disapearing.. it scares me and it makes me cry when i wake up to know that i cant find you. i started yellin at that liz bitch.the one with the fucked up teeth.. she got her teeth fixed but she''s still fuckin ugly. lol. remember when we made her cry in summa school and we wrote eachother the notes talkin shit on her. :]

and kayla brooks. all you mother fuckers out there who pretended like you knew rachael are fucking lame. get a damn life and stop pretendin shit to just get attention. if you didn''t know her save your fucking time and wastless tears for shit that actually matters to you.. ya bunch of good fer nothin low lifes..

I love you girl. ill see you soon.



i just dont understand why..

..you could have left me a hint..

RIP RACHAEL LINDSAY WARREN. YOU WILL BE REMEMBERED.

ill be up there soon baby gurl. ill meet you up there.