From a blog -

Celeste June Blalock
September 8, 1982
June 9, 2010

I just hung up the phone, he said you died...
I cannot believe this, why would he tell me these lies?
I sit... time passes, and the truth sets in...
You are really gone, I have lost my friend.
Memories flood my mind,
Of you and I, girl we had some good times...
Now there will be no more.
I need to know, what did you take your own life for?
Truth is, we will never know why...
It must have been pretty bad, if you wanted to die.
Goodbye was said some time ago,
But my love was always there, even if I didn't put it out for show.
I walked away for this very reason, I could not sit by and watch you die...
And I know it hurt you, and you didn't understand why.
I loved you so much, and you were destroying your life...
I never should have left you alone to deal with your strife.
This is my guilt, I will carry with me until my end...
I am so sorry. To you, I should have been a better friend.

I love you girl, and I will miss you!!!