On June 20, 2012, my angel, Tara Lynn Boettcher, chose to end her suffering and pain. She has left many that loved her. She was so intelligent and beautiful and her smile of sunshine will be missed.





I love you, baby girl. I keep waiting for you to walk through the door and I would love that more than anything in this world. I want to hold you just one more time. My tears are an ocean and my heart has a hole that only you can fill. I sure hope there is a heaven because I cant wait to see you again.



I never would have imagined
the sadness and despair
of losing you so soon......too soon
nothing can compare

i loved you as much as i miss you
i am sad that you are gone
the memories etched inside my mind
will forever linger on

one day again i will see you
i look forward to that day
my world is really incomplete
i had so much to say

i hope i find you happy
and all your pain is gone
it is this thought inside my head
that helps me carry on

so my darling angel
i hope you're looking down
and smiling your pretty smile
my prayers that god be with you
for just a little while

till the day i can take over
and watch over you again
it will take forever
for my broken heart to mend

Cindi Rill
July 2, 2012
For my angel Tara



I miss you like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter, instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to. - William in "A Knight's Tale" -