Smile as bright as the sun , full of dark caves ,black hole visions. Loneliness laughter 33 years of life. Like a first love , swept off my feet. The love warm , cold soul snatcher. Thoughts of professional swimmer . Rip current filled oceans. My soul got tired. Currents took me by the hand , dragged me into that state where no one can return. Battles of the soul . Defeated I was. Bittersweet memories. Best of the worst memories ,or was it the worst of the best memories.

Like they say ,

We are all in the same game , just different levels , dealing with the same hell , just different devils.

I will miss you so much my Flaco. Please watch over my baby's and I. Till we meet again my angel.